Friday, April 11, 2014

Transformation and Grief



We were talking about Peter’s journey of cleansing and transformation.  He had an idea of what the journey was and what his role was to be.  In Luke 22:31, 32, Jesus said that Satan desired to sift him as wheat.  This is the enemy’s plan for all of us.  Our seeing eyes that do not see and hearing ears that do not hear set us up for that sifting.  The truth is, we all need a “Do Not Disturb” sign hanging around our necks.  I only want the journey to be that which is fun and full of non-disturbance.  I want to be amazing in MY work for the Lord.  Regret, remorse, ridicule, rejection—all those things that are a part of the transformation journey are too much for us to bear in the human.  It takes God’s Spirit to discern that these things are meant for our destruction by the evil one.  God, however, will grow us up through them.  He does not bring them upon us.  The devil is allowed that because we chose a path of knowing “good and evil.”  The glory of God is made manifest in bringing life out of death.  This is true in the physical realm and in the spiritual realm.  Each day has the opportunity for Gethsemane, Calvary, and resurrection.

Luke 22:32: “But I (Jesus) have prayed for you, that your faith should not fail; and when you have returned to Me, strengthen your brethren.”  This is a wonderful thing that the Lord says to Peter.  In effect, He is saying: Once you have recovered from your disgrace and other wounds, strengthen others.  This is the path.  You cannot give away what you do not have.  You cannot take someone where you have not been.  Our deepest wounds are training for transformation of ourselves and recovery for others.  These wounds create compassionate and sympathetic people.  This process creates humble, non-judgmental people.  This helps us be observers rather than criticizers…discerners rather than judges.  Jesus has prayed for us!  John 17:15: Jesus prayer to the Father—“I do not pray that You should take them out of the world, but that You should keep them from the evil one.”  We are always devising ways, plans, and even theologies about be taken out of the world.  Matthew 10:24: “A disciple is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master.”

Grief can take at least two paths—bitterness and transformation.  The purpose for this disillusionment is to reveal our conscious and subconscious motives.  You can watch this in the world.  How many times have people said that the Lord will come on such and such a date or this way or that?  People rally around that because they are fearful; because they want to escape something bad.  The Bible says no one knows the day or hour…except the Father in heaven.  When the day passes by and nothing happens, those who are of the Lord will use their grief as a transformation tool.  They will get into the Word and learn for themselves what it says.  Those who had others motives will turn away.  They will become hard and cynical.  Peter was convicted and became soft. 

Someone told me the other day that they were glad that I am writing about these things because we are not taught about doing the journey by way of the cross.  This teaching has done more for my understanding than anything else.  I am a black and white person.  I do not like the “gray” age that we are living in.  I need to find something redemptive in everything…even suffering.  When I go to Word and really see what is modeled by Jesus and His disciples, the gray goes away.  Thank you, Jesus!  Seeing more clearly, I can walk more correctly. 

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