I looked around and said, "Lord,
what do I put in this room?" He
said that I was to buy a picture of Christ in the garden of Gethsemane . I love that picture but often find that Jesus
looks rather feminine. I did an internet
search and found a masculine Jesus in the garden, ordered it and waited. In a few days, it arrived. As He had said that I would be sitting on the
floor, I hung the picture on the wall (over a trunk upon which I put candles
and communion items).
I was not really sure why God
instructed me to get this picture. I had
never really thought about it in connection with the sanctuary study. This was in November 2012, and now that I've been
enjoying this sacred space with the Lord, He has given me the answer for why He
wanted me to have this picture. These
thoughts are shared with you in case they have meaning for you, too.
1. When I
come into the room from the hall, I sense that I am leaving the world
behind. However, it is not always easy
to leave the world behind in my mind. As
I sit and look at the picture of Jesus in the beauty of candle light, I sense a
release of the things of this world. It
truly is a beautiful experience to come into the garden with Jesus.
2. One
morning, God instructed me to study the picture. What does it mean? I said that I thought it meant something
about Jesus accepting the cup that was His.
"Yes," He said.
"What else?" I prayed and
asked Him for guidance. Then I
understood. There are cups that truly
are ours. There are also cups that we've
taken that are not ours. This is when I
began asking each morning to know what my cup is for the day and checking to
see if I've picked up a cup that isn't mine.
This has been really powerful for me.
3. God
knows that I am a visual/kinesthetic.
This means that seeing and feeling is going to be a part of His process
in communicating with me. I cannot look
at Jesus in the garden now without going into a place of gratitude. This experience is teaching me some important
lessons. One is that while I understand the early church's desire to
avoid idolatry, I believe that we have gone too far in removing symbols and
beautiful emblems of Christ. When we
study the sanctuary, it is full of symbols, colors, gems, fragrances, and
sounds. God uses these things to help us
experience Him. He uses these things to
bring healing to our body, emotions and spirit.
At the beginning of this adventure, I asked God what I should put in my chapel other than the picture of Gethsemane. He directed my thoughts to the wilderness tabernacle. The
things that I've put in it are things I
have had a long time...except the Menorah and the garden picture. At one time in the early 90s people started
giving me angels. I do not collect
things, but because these came from special people, I kept them. They have been in a box in the closet. I decided they could go in the chapel. That way, I could take all those special
people with me into the chapel. I have a
devotional book, writing journal, candles and matches...and Kleenex, of
course. Sometimes I think that my tears
are my prayer language.
Someone recently said to me that they
wished they had a little room like mine, but they do not have the space. I reminded them that the tabernacle in the
wilderness was portable. I wanted to do
a little gift for this person, and I went to Michaels and found a pretty box
(you know it looks kind of like a little trunk with wallpaper on it). Then I got some little glass candle holders,
candles, journal, little dish for communion bread, a little "shot"
glass for grape juice, and a little angel.
I also gave her some essential oils.
Later, I gave her the portable sanctuary. Fun.
She really liked it, and has shared it with her nine-year old daughter
who just loves it.
I am a Big Sister as a part of the Big Brother Big Sister charity. My sacred space with the Lord is my Little Sister's face. He trusted me with caring for his creation, my Little Sister, and this is precious to me. Our match was made with His hand as the result of many prayers.
ReplyDeleteBless you! Kristen, what you have done for the least of these, you have done for Him. Beautiful!
Delete:) He talks to me through our relationship in ways I could have never imagined. Thank you Linda!
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